Woke up this morning and feel like something is missing. Been thinking what it is...what this feeling is all about ....and slowly i realized, this feeling - the feeling that don't know when will heal (i believe this feeling will be in me for all the rest of my life!)
Everytime i think of her, i always feel that there are so much things i want to do to her.. so much time i want to spend with her, so much gift i want to give to her, so much love to give..and i feel i don't do enough for her..sigh!
How i wish she was here, how i really want to talk to her, how i really want to hug her, how i really want to kiss her and how i really want to tell her that I LOVE HER SO MUCH!!! but the only things i can do now is that ...pray for her and do all good things she once thought me...hopefully she rest in peace...AL - FATIHAH!
SESUNGGUHNYA ENGKAU AMPUNKANLAH DOSA-DOSA
KEDUA IBU BAPA KU DAN
KAU SAYANGILAH MEREKA BERDUA
SEBAGAIMANA MEREKA MENYAYANGIKU SEMASA KECILKU..
KAU RINGANKANLAH SEGALA BEBAN SEKSA KUBUR MEREKA
SEHINGGA HARI AKHIRAT..
DAN YA ALLAH!
KAU CUCURILAH RAHMATMU KEATAS
ROH KEDUA MEREKA DAN TEMPATKANLAH
MEREKA DIKALANGAN ORANG YANG BERIMAN...
LOVE U, MA!!
(hari ni, 25.04.2011 - genap setahun Ma pergi menemui Pencipta!!)